Every day, all I see is an empty expanse of a silent and silent battlefield. No threat, no movement, so empty and hollow. My heart agrees that I miss my beautiful friends in KT.
When I first started GBG in the copper league, I was used to the preparations before the GBG started. You know, the beginning of GBG really determines us in determining the map when we swap with our partners, right?
So, there I was with all my readiness in solitude to compete with the other 7 guilds!
Spirit is bubbling, I have drunk 20% liquor, as well as 30% boost attack from the tavern, I have also prepared inventory goods. When the death knell sounded, I immediately put into practice what I had experienced while I was doing GBG with my family at KT, IC or in Pals!
I have won one sector. In the copper league, one sector only requires 40 points, and I immediately built an SC which was expensive for myself to bear. I looked at my rival guilds, there hasn’t been any movement from them, what a chance I think, I’ll immediately speed up my steps! I finally got control of the second sector again, and I just built 2 sc in the available slot.. a total of 9000 goods that I had to spend to build 3scs. And the strangeness began to gnaw at this heart… My spirit was like being washed away by ice cold water and evaporated just like that. There was no movement at all from my rival guilds. doh!
And 4 days passed, still no movement from my rival guilds bhahahahhahaha
Finally I ran out of goods, and I tried to change my strategy. It turned out that I only needed WT, no need to spend all the time throwing goods for SC which had not much use. No competition at all from anyone. Finally, day after day I filled it by exploring the sector by sector map on the battlefield with negs and building WT. And to this day, I have mastered the 3 rings of the map and are exploring the 4 rings one by one, calmly, relaxed, unhurried and quiet. Silence that drives me crazy!
Well, it was my choice to live in seclusion so that I could restrain myself from forging. I have a lot of RL problems to solve for the next 3 weeks.. And after that, hopefully I can return to my family.
Well, am I really alone right now here? of course not. There are some beautiful angels who always accompany. How can a handsome man like me be alone bhahahah
For that, thank you my beautiful angels.
I don’t know what will happen in the future, now I will try to solve one by one the challenges of my life until I am ready to return to my family. But I admit now I’m becoming a lot of overthinking. After that “incident,” I always felt afraid of making another mistake. And every day, always crossed my mind, maybe they have forgotten me. Then my other question came up again, will they still accept me if it turns out that I myself have forgotten how it feels to laugh cheerfully and can no longer joke like used to be?
n3m0
a Night Brigade of Knights Templar in Exile
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