After a long time of adventuring out there like a kite with a broken string, I finally decided to take a moment of silence in a quiet place without anyone to accompany me.
But apparently I can never be alone hahaha. Many friends contacted me and asked how I was doing. Even some of the figures in other guilds also asked what’s wrong with me being alone in a quiet place?
I’m telling the truth if my RL is really busy and I need to spend more time on RL.
While I was in exile, I heard news that some changes had been made at KT to prevent the same incident from happening again. Several KT members who were in exile have also returned. I’m certainly very happy to hear that, but on the other hand, I’m still busy with my RL and also, there’s a feeling of fear now creeping into my heart, can I lead well and not get complaints from others? Worries and doubts continued to cling to my heart, and I grew used to being alone.
Some friends kept reassuring me that I would be fine. Joan who always accompanies me, Mia who misses me, Diana and Blaise, Pava, Montana and many more friends who always encourage my heart. But I persist in my solitude.
But it did not last long. I heard that KT is having trouble with the treasury EMA. My heart can’t hold it anymore, I feel called. And without waiting long, I immediately returned to KT in the middle of GBG so I didn’t get my rewards.
But…. I got the real rewards. I can feel again the warmth of the welcome given by my brothers and sisters at KT. My heart, which has been hurt and sunk in the dark, is like getting a warm sun. It turned out that my search and my long journey away from KT only confronted me with reality, if it turns out that this is where my home is.
Thanks guys, you all healed me.
n3m0 – a Night Brigade of Knights Templar
We have a saying, home is where the heart is. None of us were truly home until you came back, Nemo.